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19960910
23:00

addiction sets in
succumb... suppress...
indulge... enjoy...
question... analyse...
desire... reject...
require... object...
submit... defend...
yield... extinguish...
caputilate... withhold...
surrender... smother...
cede... censor...
resignation... quell... expire...

    		19960910
    22:39

        So near yet so far
        One thinks of you
        Craving for that which is flesh and blood
        Arms can only embrace a stuffed substitute
        Lifeless substitute
        The warmth trickles away
        Metamorphosis of one to void
        Brumality of that mortal coil

    19961112
    19:01

    a wind arises
    palpitaions and hesitations follow
    cyclonic aberrations
    bovine-illiteracy in moments of need
    inherent to that class of winds?
    bovine-requirements unattended
    just how much does one cow require?
    a bale of hay, now-and-then milking, and a pat on the head
    bovie ecstacy, is it easily achieved?
    the cyclone can only buffet on
    perseverance required here
    just how much can one wind withstand?
    constancy of a bovine seeking attention
    cyclonic fluctuations
    has the wind lost its way?
    now one-way, then another
    in the eye of the cyclone lies the big C
    that is all there is, it is the one true constant